I really miss Paddy. I have sat down to write her memorial a number of times and can never get past the first few words. She was such a part of who I am, it is hard to re-learn to be me without her.
I feel badly for Rye because I want to be fully emotionally available to him, but I sense that absence in myself and then the guilt follows.
I suppose time will cure it, but this heart trouble... we had too short a time together, that dog and I.
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